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Two inches tall  Pointy red hat  Seahawk Sweater Brown Pants  Enjoys beer and pool parties I know I know. I should have posted this a year ago but I kept hoping he would find his way home. However I have learned that Gnomes can not be trusted. CAN NOT BE TRUSTED. I can't blame him. If I could have I would have stayed in Kauai also. We could have lived the rest of our days quite happily sunning on the beach, drinking Primo beer by the pool, chasing wild chickens and learning how to surf. I don't know when he made his move and escaped my trusty pocket but I know it happened before we moved on to Poipu in south Kauai. I know I had him in my bag when we checked out of our Waipouli condo but he never arrived with us at the Plantation in Poipu. As I mentioned before, he likes beer. He loved the Seahawks game we took him too before we flew to the islands. Ready to rock out at the Hawks Game It's possible one of the wild chickens took him I sup...

Tomorrow will be one year since my last post. I've missed posting. Every time I went to post I just couldn't do it. Depression, Anxiety, PTSD. It was all I could do to get through my day. Had my first of many panic attacks camping in the woods in a pitch black tent. Not a good combination. I found a good therapist. Tip if you are going thru some shit and you have a partner who will help fill in the blanks when you first meet with your therapist, bring them with you. I always leave stuff out because I don't want to be a burden. My biggest downfall in life has been worrying too much about disappointing people. I have been an absent friend these past few years. Spiraling. The shooting in Vegas on 10/1/17 did more of a number on me than I initially realized. I rarely attended hockey games last year and the ones I did I drank till I blacked out and I never stayed in my seat. Things are better. So much better. Not perfect but things rarely are but I reme...